If you had met me as a child, you’d probably find me curled up in a corner somewhere with my nose in a book. My mom used to say I had read every book in the children’s section of our local library by the time I was 10, so she had no choice but to send me over to the adult section. I always had a stack of books on my bedside table, juggling multiple stories at once. But then life happened—kids, work, responsibilities—and reading slowly slipped into the background.
The Joy in Finding My Way Back to Books
A few years ago, I made a promise to myself: I was going to start reading again. Not just squeezing in a chapter here and there, but really making books a part of my life again. These days, I do a mix of Audible and physical books, usually reading one fiction book alongside a few non-fiction titles at the same time. I even joined a book club, which has been a great way to branch out and discover new genres. One of our recent picks was the second-chance romance novel Before I Let Go by Kennedy Ryan.
The book sparked so much conversation. I went into this book with high expectations, especially since it was my first time reading her work. Kennedy Ryan is known for writing deeply emotional, beautifully crafted love stories, and this one did not disappoint. Before I Let Go is about love, devastating loss, healing, and the messy, complicated ways we find our way back to each other. From the first chapter, it’s raw, real, and gripping.
My Review of Before I Let Go by Kennedy Ryan
Before I Let Go by author Kennedy Ryan is an unforgettable story of loss and rediscovery that lingers long after the final page is turned. If you’re seeking a book that explores the intricacies of second chances and the profound impact of grief, this book is a compelling choice.
Before I Let Go, a New York Times bestseller, is a contemporary fiction gem, weaving together a powerful love story and exploring real, raw emotions brought on by a litany of unfortunate life circumstances. The story centers on the main characters Josiah Wade and Yasmen Wade, a divorced couple navigating the complexities of their shared past. The weight of their losses—the death of Josiah’s Aunt Byrd and the pregnancy loss of their unborn child—casts a long shadow over their present, further complicated by the challenges of co-parenting and co-owning a thriving restaurant business together.
Josiah and Yasmen each have their own perspectives that bring depth to their journey. Both suffer through deep depression and mental health issues that create a gaping hole in their lives in different ways. The lack of open communication, the burden of old wounds, and the sheer weight of grief are palpable. It demonstrates how easily a perceived lack of support, coupled with guilt and unprocessed sorrow, can create a ripple effect of devastation.
One thing I loved about this book was the character development. Both Josiah and Yasmen go through such incredible growth, and it’s not just about their relationship with each other—it’s also about their individual healing. Through therapy sessions and introspection, we get to see them work through their old feelings and discover new ways of relating to the world and each other. It’s a beautiful, emotional process that is real and authentic.
Kennedy Ryan’s writing is, as always, exceptional. She does a phenomenal job making you feel everything, from the smallest moments of tenderness to the most painful heartbreaks. The book definitely had me shedding a few tears—it’s the kind of read that gives you a good cry but leaves you feeling hopeful in the end. For readers who appreciate character-driven narratives that delve into the complexities of relationships and the resilience of the human spirit, Before I Let Go is a highly recommended read. It is an amazing book that confronts difficult themes with grace and sensitivity, inviting readers to reflect on the power of healing and the possibility of rediscovery and restoration.
For a second, Yasmen looked distressed, but then, despite feeling someone dragged me over hot coals and needles, I laughed. Then she laughed and I wondered if this-finding someone you can laugh with when everything hurts-was the stuff happily ever afters were made of.
Finding Joy Amid Heartache
While Before I Let Go tackles some heavy topics—loss of a child, mental illness, and deep depression—it’s also filled with moments of joy. Kennedy Ryan beautifully balances the heaviness of Yasmen and Josiah’s struggles with the warmth of love, laughter, and the unshakable bonds of friendship and family (not to mention some rather steamy scenes).
One of the most touching aspects of this story is the way Yasmen and Josiah remain deeply connected, even through their pain. Their love never truly fades, and despite the hurt and emotional distance, they continue to show up for each other in many ways. It’s the kind of love story that tugs at your heart—not just because of the hardships they endure, but because of the hope that lingers between them.
Their support system adds so much light to the story. From their loyal friends to the family members who rally around them, the sense of community makes their journey feel even richer. There are scenes filled with laughter, playful banter, and those quiet, intimate moments where love is expressed in the simplest gestures. These moments remind us that even in life’s darkest seasons, joy still finds a way in.
Ultimately, Yasmen and Josiah’s story speaks to something universal—the longing for a love that endures. They are soulmates in every sense, and despite everything, they never truly give up on each other. It’s a testament to the power of love, healing, and second chances, and it’s exactly the kind of love story that stays with you long after the book ends.
A Joyful Escape: Why Reading Matters (Brain Health)
Reading has always been an important part of my life. As I mentioned before, I grew up with books constantly in my hands. Over the years, it became more difficult to keep up with my love of reading due to the busyness of life, but I’m so glad I’ve returned to it. There’s something truly joyful about getting lost in a good book, about following characters through their highs and lows, and about feeling like you’ve experienced something deep and meaningful even though it’s a fictional story.
Research shows that reading has significant mental and emotional benefits. It’s not just about escaping into a different world (though that is wonderful too!)—reading can actually enhance well-being in several ways. Studies suggest that reading can reduce stress by as much as 68%, which is more than listening to music or taking a walk. This is because reading allows us to focus fully on something other than our own worries and concerns, which helps to quiet the mind.
In addition, reading can improve empathy. When we step into the shoes of characters like Josiah and Yasmen, we’re given the opportunity to experience different perspectives and understand others’ emotions. This emotional connection enhances our ability to relate to others in real life and builds our emotional intelligence. Reading also stimulates brain function and contributes to better cognitive health as we age. It’s a great way to keep the brain sharp, improve memory, and even increase attention span. So, the next time you find yourself reaching for a book, remember that it’s not only a way to enjoy a good story but also an investment in your mental and emotional well-being.
Go pick up the book if you have not read it! It’ll do your brain and your heart some good! 😉
Oh, and guess what? This is the first book in Kennedy Ryan’s series called Skyland. Yasmen’s friends in this book will have their own books in the series, with the first being Soledad (This Could be Us, released in March 2024). Skyland #3, Hendrix’s story, Can’t Get Enough, is scheduled for publication in May 2025.
